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day 285: the codex of condemnation

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  HEALTH  ok naii  ruga still there slight tara not really a hindrance SKIN  light breakout but its all ok healing phase main cha tbh DIET khai k bhannu  didnt eat much naii hahahah ate two fried eggs FITNESS aaja skipped because class was late naii so no gym EDUCATION stats ko exam diye philo ko presenrtaiton  INCOME GENERATION lol  STREAKS didnt get off  PLACES I WENT TO karma  GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT lol

day 284:incompetence and not recognizing myself (belated entry )

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   I dont do SHIT at the last moment lol j garne ho time main garner ho  nature it'll spell mero doom so    HEALTH  muji ma kei boldina but touchwood  SKIN  healing I think lmao DIET didnt eat boiled eggs  FITNESS worked out pull EDUCATION bruh ma kei boldina  INCOME GENERATION HYAAA STREAKS got off  PLACES I WENT TO I tried to study lol ma karma ma gaaye but returned chitai naii idk why GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT ehh Bhagwan ma k bhannu k  jindagi aafai le dubaisakey  aaba j huncha huncha

day 283: reaping what I sowed (belated entry )

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      HEALTH  ok for the most part  SKIN  lol ma kei boldina DIET no eggs  FITNESS worked out push EDUCATION lol INCOME GENERATION lol STREAKS lol PLACES I WENT TO lol k bhannu muji kei thahaa bhaye po went to chiya spot place deuso and  KFC ko grand finale thio ani tespachi chai ssabai jaana milera rubnway gayem was fun but returned home very very late lmfao GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT no growth or any development as of yet  im still stuck in my old regressive cycles 

day 282: idk what im even doing

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      HEALTH  ok SKIN  light breakout but its all ok DIET khai k bhannu  didnt eat much naii hahahah FITNESS aaja Saturday  so no gym EDUCATION lololol studied stats ani that's about it.  INCOME GENERATION lol  STREAKS didnt get off  PLACES I WENT TO karma and bikalpa  GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT lol

day 281: vipassana at utpala (belated entry)

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      HEALTH  ok ok okokok SKIN  had a massive breakout yo din chai   I think it was because of the improper sleep that I've been getting these days  DIET lau Muli k ho k ho  ate two eggs scramble garera ate chicken too bihana  FITNESS skipped gym because I was too late to go  EDUCATION paid re exam fees  INCOME GENERATION lol kei garena yo dinnn chai STREAKS got off  PLACES I WENT TO lau lol  I went to Bouddha that was really nice ngl GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT im doing things gradually , but it is hectic and fun at the same time 

day 280:karmaification(belated entry )

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      t'was a thursday re exam ko fees trine gaako the ani  went to karma met ayushi didi and nabin dai and some other garima didi ani tespachi chai went back home tara sidhai evening tara if I remember correctly  HEALTH  ok for the most part SKIN  lol khai k bhannu DIET drank black tea ani ate two fried eggs FITNESS worked out legs  EDUCATION lol k bhannu k  read dad ko documents?does that count  INCOME GENERATION lol STREAKS got off in the morning naii PLACES I WENT TO karma jhamsikhel wala and that s all GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT not much tbh khasai kei garina raati chai idk what got over me aaiya, I stayed up super late ani didnt do shit

day 279 hya

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  Amadeus Mozart’s Serenade No. 13     HEALTH  ok ok okokokokok  SKIN  not iokokokoko DIET khai k khai k  FITNESS skipped gym EDUCATION lmfao khai k bhannu INCOME GENERATION lolol STREAKS got off  PLACES I WENT TO chiya khan after class  GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT finished about love  did a lot of work aaja tbh laudo

day 278: consumed by the mundanity of life (belated entry )

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      HEALTH  ok for the most part mm mentally chai  physically paani mid  SKIN  aaiya idk recovering naii bhanda hunch  DIET lol k bhannu k  FITNESS lol worked out pull EDUCATION ehh muji INCOME GENERATION hya STEAKS bahahahha im so confused fr fr PLACES I WENT TO khai  dropped Ayusha to pinches  and got back myself  GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT khai k bhannu k 

dau 277: miss Pratikala's borthday

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      HEALTH  ok mentally and physically  SKIN  getting better for sure DIET lol getting better naii ate two poached eggs FITNESS lol khai k bhannu  worked out push EDUCATION ehh muji k ho k ho  INCOME GENERATION none STREAKS got off PLACES I WENT TO rati tyo  pepsicola area GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT not anything that astounding 

day 276: getting shit done

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 aaiya so I somehow have been getting somewhere in life finally it's getting better I love this life and wherever it's taking me  I know what to do and that's exactly what I'll be doing      HEALTH  ok mentally  phyiscially chai eventually recovering naii definately  soon that too SKIN  good good great naii  its getting better at least I'm learning something about myself as I go on  DIET didnt eat any protein today ta  no boiled eggs at home so I need to get my boiled eggs  FITNESS aaja leg day was fun to workout ngl having women at the gym really helps you get motivated but it also means more ego lifting  so I'll around that and just workout in my capabilities EDUCATION aaja chai maile IT ko kaam sakkaye  bholi HRM ko revise garchu INCOME GENERATION lol khasai kei garena maile yo aspect ma chai STREAKS got off bihanai before I left for outside this aspect ma chai I need to control myself PLACES I WENT TO karma a...

day 275: bouddha again

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 ok so idk what so say  aaiyaj hos      HEALTH  ok for the most part on both aspects  SKIN  shaved so can see all little problems that my face has/had DIET lol  atre half a fried eggg FITNESS lol did dumbbells ko bicpes ani did hang pole ma aaja  EDUCATION lol INCOME GENERATION lol STREAKS lol PLACES I WENT TO nowhere bouddha Anupam ko. ma ani naxal ko two parks  GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT nilkantha lol

day 278: at miss pratikalas for the entire day

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 aaiya idk what I did tbh puraii day I spent at pratikalas it's kinda funny if you think about it a guya and a girl hanging out in the same room and doing nothing but watch a talk show do nothing at all in particular and just vibe all day it was fun ngl     HEALTH  ok  SKIN  broke out but tstull ok  DIET ok naii her chicken was tooo oily for me nature ta all ok FITNESS rest from gym EDUCATION lol INCOME GENERATION lol STREAKS got off PLACES I WENT TO pepsicola GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT ma kei boldina

day 273: all that remains is memories

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 man I really really need to vent out all of my emotions tbh nothing makes sense anymore I do hope for better and I pray for better things but. god idk man  I dunno at all nothing makes sense to me as of now      HEALTH  im still in the recovery phase naii I haven't been the best physically or mentally tbh im not ready to handle anymore burdens  im happy as I am I think SKIN  still breaking out for some reason though not as bad as before it's still indeed bad DIET lol k bhanum aaba  thikai naii cha I guess ate two fried eggs FITNESS did 5 pushups because I was sick EDUCATION nilkantha lolol INCOME GENERATION muji STREAKS didnt get off  PLACES I WENT TO chhauni ani suyog ko ma GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT man idk im if even going anywhere  at this point  too much trust the process happening as of now I really really gotta make things work I need to stop sacrificing my focus and my Time on redundant tasks and focus on wh...

day 272: an aching body demanding rest

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      HEALTH  recovering is all I can say on all aspexrts of my life SKIN  lol khai k khai k  DIET ate two eggs  aura ta testai ho ate saathu deuso FITNESS lel aaja sick so skipped still did 10 pushups  EDUCATION lol INCOME GENERATION LOL STREAKS bihana naii got off  PLACES I WENT TO patan house  GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT nilkantha

day 271: emotional respite (belated entry )

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      HEALTH  ok for the most part  SKIN  breaking out mildly but mostly healing  but a lot lot better than before I guess DIET ate one boiled egg  becos sick FITNESS bihana gym worked out light naii EDUCATION lol khai k khai k accounts ma I need to focus seriously  its not difficult but the concepts stack up and become difficult at the end of the session INCOME GENERATION nilkantha  STREAKS got off PLACES I WENT TO nowhere  ghar to college and college to ghar  GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT am sick so this aspect is postponed for now 

day 270: in sickness and in health

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  HEALTH  ok naii cha tbh mentally chai  physically chai really really weak for now  not risking my health no matter what aaba Dekjhi SKIN  aaiya skin has been volatile ekchin hopefully just a phase and will calm down and settle pretty soon DIET ate two boiled eggs and saatu too FITNESS aaja skipped gym because sick EDUCATION aaja chai  account ko leftovers need to revise aaru ta testai nais ho I guess  INCOME GENERATION lol nothing yo regard ma chai STREAKS khai k khai k bhako mula got off tho PLACES I WENT TO bouddha  cjhiya place ani jawlakhel  skipped gym GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT trusting the process for now aaiya hopefully will come to  fruition