reflection diary self

     HEALTH  ok for the most part I guesss I am physically exhausted tho  the swimming did take it's toll on me  SKIN light breakout because of the chlorinated water or could be the peda that I had too   DIET ate nothing testo bhannu parne gari tbh STREAKS didnt get off because I decided to get off porn from this day onwards chai EDUCATION didnt study much ngl philosophy ko a little I studied I think  PHYSiQUE nil INCOME GENERATION nilkantha  PLACWS I WENT TO swimming matra  aaru katai gayena since I was pretty damn tired  LESSONS LEARNT  did you go and take promises you cant keep  cause when you break them they break you right backkkk

day 1 off porn also I smoked aaja because I saw ppl that I recognized and I hate myself that for it and for the fact that I did it     HEALTH  ok for the most part im still struggling to focus with things I guess my brain has been so hardwired that I find it insanely difficult to subsconsciously reject anything that is going to take me a little more effort SKIN light breakouts happening ahile    DIET all is well tbh  im not gonna lie  things are a little messed up but all else is good  STREAKS DAY 1 off porn day 1 of reading the news daily  EDUCATION learnt HRM ko a bit and philosophy ko podcast hair Sabai sunchu aaba   PHYSiQUE will workout very late milyo bhanney  INCOME GENERATION didnt do much in this aspect  PLACWS I WENT TO Gahanna Pokhari and kar.ma coffee  was fun for a while imma ngl testo kei ta Ghana mildaina but all is well all things aside  LESSONS LEARNT  ma kei boldi...

     HEALTH  ok I guess  SKIN mid light breakout    DIET ate nothing in psrticlat  STREAKS got off  EDUCATION lmfao  studied a bit  PHYSiQUE nothing  INCOME GENERATION nothing  PLACWS I WENT TO patan and pimbhaal LESSONS LEARNT  ma kei boldina anipam is an idiot Tanisha is a horrible person

    HEALTH  ok ok okokok  nice naii tara mentally chai im in a bit of a haze  SKIN clear naii bhanum but not all that clear    DIET didnt eat boiled eggs aura ta khasai kei bhannu milena ate a few bits of meat at the pho 99 place  STREAKS haven't gotten off  EDUCATION will study a little   PHYSiQUE will do some pushups  INCOME GENERATION didnt do much in this regard ngl  PLACWS I WENT TO bouddha with miss pratikala LESSONS LEARNT  ma kei boldina lmfao aaiyaa I do realize that I need to be a lot lot stricter with myself tho

     HEALTH  ok for the most part but my procrastination issue is getting so so bad it's actually really concerning  SKIN clear naii bhanum bought facewash this day   DIET fried and ate two eggs  STREAKS got off  EDUCATION didnt study much ngl  PHYSiQUE didnt workout  INCOME GENERATION lmfao PLACWS I WENT TO college ko library only  LESSONS LEARNT  nothing at all for no reason at all

     HEALTH  ok for the most part  mentally chai fucked up since I haven't been able to do a simple ass assignment  SKIN breaking out because im not taking good care of it    DIET ate two eggs but fried  also ate buff chowmein at sherpa chowmein  STREAKS got off aaiya  I hate myself for it  EDUCATION studied accounts ko budgeting wala part   PHYSiQUE worked out a little  chest trips and basic pushups  INCOME GENERATION demo account for forex was supposed to talk to miss Samriddhi but didnt for some reason aaiyaa PLACWS I WENT TO karma  pimbhahla god I need to go to new places LESSONS LEARNT  your add is a serious issue man it might cause a lot of issues down. the line if I dont learn how to deal with It

     HEALTH  ok for the most part ngl I think mentally chai things went by kinda in a blur but ball in all all things are pretty decent  SKIN working out pretty well I'd say sajha chai I forgot to wash my face as I was completely in a haze and a daze too but all in all things are looking good despite how I am not taking care of things things seem to be going pretty well for me    DIET ate two boiled eggs and didnt eat anything unhealthy so all things are good naii bhanera I'd say STREAKS didnt get off because the entire day went by pretty much in a haze EDUCATION didnt get to. study much as yestrrday was the last day or class  came back home pretty late and played games pretty much for the entire rest of the day  PHYSiQUE didnt workout much ngl testo garchu bañera plan pana thiyena but I didn't try to do whatever was possible to an extent which was practuixally nothing naii INCOME GENERATION nilkantha on this aspect chai...

     HEALTH  ok for the most part  mentally chai halka mid naii because I want to be found attractive but that is not working in my favor for some reason  SKIN aiya healing but also im not really sire praying that it is healing tho   DIET ate regulars naii  ate two boiled eggs onion roti  rice and curry hmm what else ooh real and juice sand etc STREAKS got off once I got back home I do need to program my entire ass day if I want it to go well EDUCATION didnt study much hmm accounts ko a little  aura ta testai ho  PHYSiQUE lmfaoo didn't workout khasai but did arms ko chai  and some pushups INCOME GENERATION not much ngl  still going on hawa taal ma  PLACWS I WENT TO pimbahal and patan durbar square  talked to shreezu didi too Lessons lEarnt  have the courage to be disliked 

    HEALTH  ok for the most part I do need to work on my procrastination issue  im finally learning to take my room and my house as a place to stay and study and im super proud of myself for that  SKIN breaking out nut issok   DIET ate two fried eggs and that's about it  STREAKS got off because I really really needed to becos of the Tanisha thing  EDUCATION I studied accounts ko a Little   PHYSiQUE aaihua worked out very very little  INCOME GENERATION lmfao Idk at this point  PLACWS I WENT TO khai k khai k what I learnt  that progress will happen eventually and progress will happen on fonts that you put your energy and time into  and not on things that you dont do and expect tp happen lmfao  

   HEALTH  mentally chai ok  physically paani SKIN light breakouts    DIET ate two boiled eggs regardless STREAKS didnt get off because I was too woozy EDUCATION didnt study much  PHYSiQUE didnt workout  INCOME GENERATION not much  PLACWS I WENT TO Katai na katai PERSONAL GROWTH

ok I remember everything past before 10 pm       HEALTH  SKIN hmm broke out a little    DIET ate two boiled eggs  STREAKS didnt get off  EDUCATION I dont remember at all   PHYSiQUE didnt workout at all INCOME GENERATION nil lost a lot more chai ultai PLACWS I WENT TO ooh civil mall too thamel  and basantpaur  LESSONS LEARNT  so I learnt that I need to not be that vulnerable in public ever again that was a bad bad idea  while I dont exactly regret it  it was nice naii aaiyaa but j hos dont listen to a word that Anupam says even the tiniest bit seriously  esp when drunk you need to be RESPONSIBLE for yourself matra bhaye paani sakyo bhanney aaru sanga paani but  I need to be more responsible at the very least jindagi yesari chaldina 

ok lmfao so I was up all night watching the live chat rooms wala thingy for fun  it was hella funny ngl  tara all is well when considering everything       HEALTH  hmm  nice naii bhanum  mentally chai fuckde up naii chi ahile samma  I ned to prioritize the right things aaba fun is fun when it lasts but damn does it have consequences  SKIN broke out due to lack of sleep  so idk man I need to fix up my sleep schedule too   DIET ate two boiled eggs  STREAKS didnt get off  EDUCATION I dont really remember studying much I guess stats class thio  which I sat pacchadi Patti and just did what I felt like doing   PHYSiQUE didnt workout because chest pain was still there yo moment ma  INCOME GENERATION nil  wait wait  I went to meet miss Samriddhi too  was fun and nice ngl  had plenty of fun PLACWS I WENT TO I dont really even remember but basantapur  ...

    HEALTH  and I am relieved that the turbulence wasn't forecasted  I couldn't have changed any ways  SKIN good ngl   DIET ate two eggs fried  STREAKS got off aaiya EDUCATION studied stats ko a little ? accounts ko paani  PHYSiQUE ma kei boldina  INCOME GENERATION lol talked to miss Samriddhi tho PLACWS I WENT TO nowhere In particular ngl PERSONAL GROWTH hmm idk??

     HEALTH  ok for the most part ngl  chest pain a lot lot better and all is well SKIN not that nice but product ramro chaina plus im not really exfoliating or doing it regularly for that matter   DIET all is well I assume? I ate two boiled eggs and bihana iced coffee STREAKS got off in the morning naii but no regrets hahahah  EDUCATION studied stats ma ta same thing naii Theo ma nothing in particular same with HRM  PHYSiQUE no workout for not becos chest issue  INCOME GENERATION lmfao nothing as of now  PLACWS I WENT TO java @ jhasmi PERSONAL GROWTH kei na kei

     HEALTH  chest pains in the evening  left me bedridden  deuso sammm ta thikai mentally chai very swell SKIN ok but still prone to breakout    DIET ate two boiled eggs  STREAKS got off twice  EDUCATION not much nngl  PHYSiQUE skipped  INCOME GENERATION not much PLACWS I WENT TO Gahanna Pokhari PERSONAL GROWTH not much  but it was always fun to hangout with people I enjoy hanging out with