reflection diary self

 sooo wokeup at 3;45 ish  shat my pants while trying to fart major tummy ache aaiya ani got off bus then local bus chadiyo after dodging pathaos and running for a while ani came to ghar ghar ma took a shit  ani ekchin data ma scrolled internet ani slept  ani wokrup took another poop ate rice and  called gf for a long amount of timeh was very fun and healinggg aniii went to bank towithdraw money  (from thulomamu to mom about 1 lakhs) ani came back  went to photo studio got a photo  anii hmm idk ion really remember but hmmm went to siddartha  took a photo and some things for a journal] ani went to chiya ghar spilt tea on my crotch and phone came back to photo studio and took photos that's pretty much it tbh came back home READ HIMALYAN ATE TWO BOILED EGGS ATE BIOTIN SUPPLEMENTS JERKED OFF x 2 WORKED OUT PROBABLY anyway that's it

 ok so woke up pretty early ate chana roti and drank black tea ani rode a jeep to tansen ate samosa tarkari there omg then took dad ko offfice ko gaadi to butwal then ate rice there aniii rested and downloaded and threw tiktok ko 18 plus wala app ani then  went to butwal ghar ate chiya sel roti and bhat  rode night bu s and then onwards to kathmandu ok so noticed a lot of dandrruff on scalp and skin was ass too wore a topi at bus becos was insecure about hair ddint get off for a week before this and didnt this day rither

did nothing significant tbh just loathed being there and played mobile legends all day  wilde alchi lagyo but was a form of rest for me i think i vowed to do a lot of work as soon as i got to  KTM and i think i will too hopefully not upto date with the news of this date from a week ago no supplements planned to bathe but didnt 

 Oof Ion remember much about this day either  Stayed at home for most of the day  I feel sooooo  Idk man  J hos aaba I went outside sajha and met dad and friends Ani aama sahakari ko deets  Ani Nike Jutta wala rich uncle  Evening ma almost relapsed from corn

 Don't remember much about this day aaiya  Ate a lot of sel roti Ani just ate a lot since I. Was tired  Woke up late and haven't done anything significant at all  Huhu  Ion remember much about this day at all 

 Ok so on this day  Bihana chiya khaiyo  Ani gaadi chadera  Went to mirmi  Ani with bigyan bibek and two other randos from syangja  Went up a hill  Tespachi  End of car route  Then climbed upwards  Then reached destination Ani  Met a crappy ass person with crappy ass views that lived in a mandir  Ani journey downhill  Drank tea and biscuits baato ma  Didn't stayupto date with news  Blisters on my feet and very very tired  .

 idk what i did on this day aaiya

 Ok so this day was bad but not particularly horrible? Not upto date with the news since I'm at syangja My scalp is worsening and so is my skin  Hmm idk aaba it's worsening but ion feel that bad  Ok so  Idk man hya  Ooh also played cards and lost money I guess  Idk how this payment shit works but aaiya  Didn't take any pics today so here's a screenshot

 Finished econ exam  Travelled to syangja  No workout  No Himalayan No biotin No expenditure  Just travel and vibes  Also holy Fuck this place has a lot of mice. Very much not fun I miss my girlfriend too 

 jerked off twice read himalyan ate biotion made and ate pizza packed bags didnt study economics goddamn met tanisha dhakal ani talked  dropeed dhakal and went back home ate brownies too didnt workout skin is woresining  health is ok  butthole hurt a little tbh

 hmm sooo  this day was perhaps a little too much for me lmfaooo also hmm  i didn't study or read any newspapers aaba idk ok so  bihan was ok gave exam went to  jimbu with friends it was fun but i think i stayed for too long i miss my girlfriend i rotted the entire evening man my phone  is like idk  addicting definately??? like it drains out a large portion of my time even when i dont want it to even when i comsume consciously it feels like its a trap that impossible to get out of  also ooh didnt read himalyan didnt get off ate biotion ate two boiled eggs didnt workout i think that ididnt workout because my social energy was already burnt and the rot too tbh also divyasha came over today and couldnt talk to miss gf a lot that's pretty much it for my day

didnt workout read himalyan ate one and a half boileg eggs got off didnt study went to bouddha to check prices conformied that pashupati mai it's cheaper also huuhuuuuuuuuuu i miss my girlfriend we really need to have a digital date soon also suyog and dristi broke up anyway today waas super unproductuve  i didn't really likeit but w hatever; happens happens  

 ok so today  gave maths exam was decent tbh aniii ok ok  read himalyan gotoff also i acklowledge that i have a porn addiction worked out a little since im sick ate biotin ate half an egg protien pugena bro aaba hmm aaja went to pashupati after exams ended  j hos going outside really helped me sort out my goals and abilities  i'll keep on growing forward and keeep learning

 blogging today beacuse im gonna only fovud on maaths aaba i need to clear my head and only maths and calculus aaja full focus hmm  aaba i ate biotin and ate tonnes od dry fruits and veggines i should incproprate oats into my diet too anyway got off didnt read news  didnt workout but duck  it we ball

 blogging in advance because i dont know how the night will proceed aaja ko exam went well with little efoort also watched one piece aaja hall maii it was fun i guess ani  ate biotin  read kathmandu post ate boiled eggs x1  worked out too i had fun man idk but i'll study maths super seriously aaba

 man  exams went decent  bholi english cha idk what to do ate boiled eggs didnt get off i need to study english fr ate biotin bihana ate samosa and lassi 9verall decent day tbh decently enjoyeg read himalyan times enjoyd

hehe one day before communication exams writing this in advance because i dont think i 'll be able to write this in the evenin when i need to like study a lot ok ani ani i wokeup pretty decent time ma  worked out (i think so) ate two eggs (fried) got off x3(day 3 not thrice) biotin supplements read himalyan skin is getting better ngl it's a process indeed and i need to learn to trust the proces okuie imma study communication aaba ehh bhagwan   malai nepali ma lekhna maanthio but ok

 accounts exam went horribly ok  ate a lt of junk since i had to sit for an interview read HIMlyN  NO BIOTION  DIDNT GET OFF WORKED OUT BAD DAY SINCE I RUINED EXAMS AABA I'LL STUDY A;DFN;LSDNFLSDF

 god how am i this carelles even exam ko bela read himalyan got off streak x2 biotin supplements dandruff mild but less itch skincare done but acne persists mild studied at home for most od the day ate toblerone x 1 tbh that's all verylight workout today since i havent studued well

 didnt rread himalyan didnt eat boiled eggs light and insignificant workout dandruff and lots of dandruff skin breaking out too i dont feel that well my screentime is skyrockting as im staying at home all day i dont feeel well at all didnt take supplements went and collected admir card ok so mt typing skills are not bad but i really am rotting horribly that;s akk fir today

 ok so  today was a faitly decent day READ HIMALYAN  WORKED OUT ATE NOILEG EGGS APPROX 1 went out to collevt admit card  didnt jerk off today as a form of rest ok so i really really really need to start studying because life esari ta chalney wala chaina tbh tara im getting on teright trsack i njust need to put in a litttle more effort towards things that matter

 today was fucking bad  not good at all i have like 14 hours of screentime hola i desperately need rest and i also need to study i hope i learn how to balance things because wtf. ate two boiled eggs read himalyan very light worked out health status : issok not too bad didnt take biotin suppplements today jerked off streak i think at like a lot i'll keep track of this too bad things also need to be recorded not only posotive progress

 god i feel terrible and dont want to work at all  i dont understand maths that;s why i dont want to stufy it also i need to use google calander omg it look very helpful anyway  this is supposed to be a belated entry aaiya i dont remmber what i did so i feel terrible nontheless i think it was a saturday and she had her movie night idkwhat i did hya ooh yes i slept at 3 am because i was busy reading a webnovel lmfao  im a lifeless loser huh but yes it isnt goona affect me by much i guess fuck it we ball

 ok so today is a good day  i went out studied a little and gave a maths test  and scored full marks lesgoo theday went nice and alll i have yet to workout ani  BHOLI BAATA HIMALYAN TIMS LESGOOO ok ate biotion aaja no eggs because im full already \ wenet to labim and did nothing too ooh i think i stole something from masala beads that wasnt really all that but ion really remember i went outside drank tea outsiede and bought mom samosas anyway here's todays pictures it was a fun but not that productive of a day

 today was an ok day  khaii idk decent nai bhanum  worked out ate one egg ate biotin and cut nails too but stayed at home all day anyway here,s todays photo the weather is  still gloomy and rainy oof i still havent studied properly andi think i need to  adkmdlkvaldkvm ok i dont know but all is well  all is well

 snyway  stayed at home  was a thursday was lethergic  DIDNT READ HIMALYAN SINCE PASAL MA THIYENA ATE TWO BOILED EGGS WORKED OUT DIDNT REALLY STUDY HEHE ANYWAY THAT"S IT atti lethargic dayhaiit here's a random photo

 bruh i dont remember what happened t

 ok so this day was very very lethargic i didnt do anything in particular and things just went meh i ate a lot lot of sugar tbh i dont feel good about it but no point crying over spilt milk i dunno man wew let's just say long distance is as difficult as i expected it do be this was a day of rest probably the last day of rest i'm letting myself take.

 ok so today i met dipta at around one before that i woke up ate rice and then pretended to study  tbh i wokrup at nine and ate at 11  my day got spent pretty much tecting my girlfriend and scrolling my socials and playing games idk bro how do i even spend that much time doing nothing aaiya  ok so yeah  i met dipta  we ate at pepes snowman cafe (bro absolute smokers den) ani then i drove her back home and that's about it.  i guess that's pretty much it for my day aaiya health : ok as of now but got drenched in the rain so cant say for sure didnt read himalyan ate goat meat so that's my protien for the day ATE a LOT LOT of refined sugar jeez

 ok so i met pratikala this day sajha chai  deuso chai istayed at home and did nothing at all  ooh i

 ok ok so aaja chai  guests came over so i went to suyogs i low key feel bad because i atee a lot tesko ghar ma huuda hmm aaba idk hya ok so  i need to get my shit together but im getting it together already tbh>> its a process and i shouldnt rush it  ican do more but i'' learn to do things in moderate amounts aaja ill workout and watch whiplash because i really need to relax and movies seem to help i think it;;l also habve a qualititive impact on my contentrtion when i wokrout i also need to learn how to read that;s about it. read kathmandu post health is ok skin is sstill being a lttle  bitch but fuck it we ball worked out and feel good tbh havent gotten off till now andi pray i dont

 ok so i dont remember precisely what haooened this day hehe im pretty sure i satat home all day thoo  was a saturday  i did workout but i didnt eat partiularly helahty  very high sugar consumption ajkal  i really need to learn more skills  because the better equipped i am into breaking doors themore place i can get into in likfe  in short  learn how to break doors and loot everything