day 109: a self retreat



 DIET

ate bhat bihana


ate kachar kuchur deuso

ate juice and cake deuso>>
maybe that's why i got the zit tbh

ani 

deuso went to thamel 

went to siddartha


went to mona 

ate peda bharkhar

idk man

idk at all

life isnt lifing



WORKOUT

very light as i didnt get personal space for myself to perform


EDUCATION

first ma OB class

still have an assignment remaining i think

tespachi Marketing class

battti thiyena so class bhayena



chya muji i hate not having a space of my own 

kickstart project move out ASAP
i'll do anything i can to save up and get out of this slump

anything for getting a space of my own

i'll move out and about and onto better things in life

i need to  get going with all of my plans if not more

here's a salient prayer for me to move onto better and bigger thingsin lige

to infinity and beyond

i wont pray

i'll make this work

through hardwork

determination

and sheer fucking will

 i will fucking do this

i am not a passerby in this story 

i am the master of my fate

i am the forger and the sword of my own path

i shall overcome what was, is, and will be

with delight

with relish 

and with endless courage and strength

may i triumph whatever foe crosses my path

haa-


 







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