day 127: beginning, though shoddily

 ok so today was not bad tbh


j hos


got off 


 HEALTH 

alright tbh nothing that bad 

lungs hurt a little in the morning but they better already

also I need to start wearing a mask pretty soon as covid might resurge



SKIN 

tbh healing nail phase ma cha

right rside ma very little pimples but fuck it we ball

anywhooo it's getting there, I did figure out what's best for it and am still figuring out how to make things better for myself


DIET

didn't eat boiled eggs tbh

just baked and called it a day

bihana and sajha bhat and deuso ate chicken sandwich



FITNESS


I worked out for a pretty decent time. I need to maintain this amount tbh. and do it daily


EDUCATION


I didn't study much and hopefullyy I do aaba after I write this aaiya


INCOME GENERATION


baked things for the kusom biz thing, hopefully they sell aaiya


STREAKS


got off aaiya

that too to a tiktok? 

I'm judging myself and I'm doing it hard



I keep falling back into old habit patterns because they're quite easy to fall back into

change is scary and change is difficult

so it's understandable

I need to be kind to myself and not judge myself 

I need to find alternatives



j hos not a bad day 

baked a lot and failed a lot too

but fuck it we ball

anywayy



sajha chai I went to labim aaja and had fun 

had pimbahal ko masala lemon tea too

was really really fun


did clear my mind up tooo

I need this once in a while



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