day 152: turning twenty

 man

this is

probably the worst way I planned to spend my twenties ko starting lmao

I've made some serious progress this year j hos

I'm at a much better place than I was at last years I think

I can't say for certain tho aaiya

a cheers to my twenties 

hopefully filled with days of work and life balanced in seems



HEALTH 

good as new, I definately have tinntus today due to overuse of headphones but the loud music really drowns out the mental noise aaiya

SKIN 

better, a zit is developing at my forehead but I hope it doesn't, aura ta Saab normal

DIET

ate one boiled egg

FITNESS

worked out lower abs and that's about it?

EDUCATION

studied marketing 

ani Nepalese economics

ani statistics

I NEED TO focus in class

even if that means sitting alone in class from today

I will get my shit together

INCOME GENERATION

didnt do anything in particular

STREAKS

didnt get off

read hiimalayn but to myself matra

PLACES I WENT TO

airport to pick up dad

college to study 

and uphill to buy patrika

GROWTH AND SELF DEVELOPMENT

idk man didnt do much aaiya

j hos i've become more expressive and can face my fears a little better than I did last year


I can feel myself becoming rigid and inflexible and I hope that my perspectives can be reshaped again

I hope to forever something that keeps on changing moulds and become truly as fluid as water







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