day 182:Breaking up ( Belated entry)

 I have no memory of this day, I think it's because it's my brain trying to protect itself, someday I'll be able to process this grief in full hopefully


this day 

we broke up the relationship

I dunno man

things hadn't been well with us and she was having too much to deal with I guess


I dont feel like I'm the bad person but I dont care at this point

I've moved on for the better and for good

I'm still a complex individual,

with or without her


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