reflection diary self

     HEALTH  ok nii nbhanum  mentally chai mid  SKIN broke out because of poor taking care of it    DIET ate two boiled eggs  STREAKS didnt get off but did some questionable shit with Tanisha lmfaooo EDUCATION hmm didnt really study a lot.   PHYSiQUE thikai naii bhanum na things aren't as bad but they could be much much better  INCOME GENERATION nil PLACWS I WENT TO thamel but that was raati matra  LESSONS LEARNT  nothing much tbh  I learnt that Im not a bad person for having needs and wants and for wanting to get them fulfilled 

     HEALTH  mentally not all that well physically chai not all that well.  SKIN is ok all things are well naii   DIET ate one boiled eggs  STREAKS didnt got off  EDUCATION studied a little about myself   PHYSiQUE worked out a little  INCOME GENERATION not a lot done  lost 4k due to transaction le  PLACES I WENT TO suyog ko ma  ani ewent to pick Anupam up went to pratikala  LESSONS LEARNT  be careful about money 

I saw the life that vashika had im seeing the life that rojeena has  im seeing the life that all of the people that once used to be in Nepal are living and I gotta say im jealous im jealous not because they''re doing great things  wish I could live life to the fullest I want to do good I want to be good  I will  I really will im tired of living with this many compromises I am capable of so much more if I put my heart to it and that's what im planning on doing      HEALTH  ok naii all is well  I think mentally chai im spiraling downwards because of my own negelect and the neglect is showing through my skin and my mood  SKIN it's taking a dip but pahile Delhi expected thio   DIET ate one fried egg  STREAKS got off  EDUCATION yolo bhayo didnt do it right   PHYSiQUE lmfaooo idk man everything is messy did 20ish pushups and some workout. little  INCOME GENERATION nilmanth a PLACWS I WENT TO...

     HEALTH  ok for the most part I guess  tara bhannu chai k bhanum lmfaooo SKIN good naii  halka broke out but expected because I dont wash my face as soon as I get home and let my skin fester in dirt   DIET ate two eggs in the form of egg soup ate a lot of junk STREAKS got off  EDUCATION lol idk  PHYSiQUE lmfaooo didnt workout at all INCOME GENERATION nilkantha  PLACWS I WENT TO nowhere in particular  patan and bouddha  LESSONS LEARNT  nothing that significant 

man I miss interaction sm  I wanna go out on a date or somethiing I really just want company  I want a hug aaiyaa fuck it j hos      HEALTH  ok I think mentally chai cant say much  SKIN clearing nicely but llgkth acne cha ajhai    DIET ate no protein  STREAKS got off  but no regrets bhannu mildaina as I think im just starved of touch  EDUCATION didnt study much  PHYSiQUE look INCOME GENERATION  nothing  PLACWS I WENT TO naxal and uncle ko office  LESSONS LEARNT  nothing naiii

amit jung ko concert  was fun ngl       HEALTH  ok for the most part  ghar taye pachi mentally fucked obv SKIN getting a lot lot clearer but light acne thio   DIET ate two eggs STREAKS didnt get off  EDUCATION nope   PHYSiQUE nope  INCOME GENERATION nope PLACWS I WENT TO Lalitpur area tbh just jhamsi and patan LESSONS LEARNT  I am garbage 

Bought dad ko phone       HEALTH  ok mentally and physically;y too imma ngl things are lookin pretty great sacchi bhanda ta SKIN bought cerave ko lotion so shouldn't be all that bad    DIET ate two eggs in the form of soup  hella filling ngl STREAKS idk if I got off or not but I dont think I fgot the time for it bihana baata so prolly not  today was relatively nice  EDUCATION didnt study much but didnt have the time for it either  ni will learn sdmth aaba   PHYSiQUE aaja reset day  will still do 10 floating pushups  INCOME GENERATION lmfao nothing  PLACWS I WENT TO patan house ani dad ko phone Kinna ko laafi dherai places LESSONS LEARNT  making a phone call is tough lmfao 

     HEALTH  o physically chai but mentally chai latter part of the day ma extreme haze bhayo once I give in to the desire to play I lose track of time and I throw moderation to the wind  I need to not tdo it at alll naii I guess  SKIN aaba awill detoriate since I havent washed my face ni sajha lmfao   DIET ate two boiled eggs and a coffee  was a double shot americano? could that be what is keeping me ip? maybe I should avoid caffeine altogether STREAKS got off  EDUCATION studied ICt ko video 1 ko most part samma learnt something too  PHYSiQUE didnt workout but did cardio ???  omg accidentally did what was planned po???  LESGOOOO INCOME GENERATION lmfao idk man PLACWS I WENT TO nowhere that significant ngl went to apricus cafe aaja was sm fun  I need to get my life together but it was defo fun LESSONS LEARNT  I am productive when im outside because it puts me in a state where I have ...

    HEALTH  ok for the most part  SKIN clearing up but a little bit of breakouts chai cha    DIET ate clean naii STREAKS haven't gotten off  EDUCATION studied forex and futures ko concept and all that shit   PHYSiQUE hmm mid cha bhanchu lmfao it's not all that good but not all that bad either  INCOME GENERATION hmm  yo aspect ma chai just mostly passively invest matra garirako chi u giess PLACWS I WENT TO nowhere that was significant  went to karma and then to Pratikala ani  went back home  LESSONS LEARNT  daily do your shit and do it good  dont hope for immediate results just give it time and trust the process 

    im done not trying im going to try even though there is a chance for failure  embrace what comes with an open mind and dont hesitate to act on things  failing is a lot less embarrassing than not trying at all  al rafis also woke up at. like 1 pm formally chai If I remember correct  ani then rotted till 4 pm    HEALTH  ok physically chai but mentally chai the last few days have been a haze lmfao SKIN light breakouts but all faded khalko  nothing that significant or bhannu pareney naii   DIET ate two boiled eggs  STREAKS got off to corn  EDUCATION lmfao idk man I didnt study anything productive at all this day ta  all fun and games   PHYSiQUE didnt workout either  INCOME GENERATION nilkantha  PLACWS I WENT TO nowhere that significant in particular  went to patan area and strolled around for a while and then returned back home naii LESSONS LEARNT...

rained the entire freakng day lmfao  hated it thru and thru  scooter ko sticker and name plate feryo  dad came the day before I think  was nice naii??      HEALTH  mentally chai could be a lot better tara  bhannu parda chai swell naii bhanchu hai  not that terrible considering how it could have went down SKIN hmm not terrible I guess? breakouts have been persisting throughout the week but its all good in the middle to long run   DIET ate tofu and eggs both  STREAKS got off  EDUCATION lmfao  PHYSiQUE nothing testo bhannu naii paren gaari ta  INCOME GENERATION lmfao this column paani left empty  somethings are left best unsaid I guess  PLACWS I WENT TO nowhere that ramro or significant I guess  I went to futsal hya kuun thio yeah raaftar bhanney futsal  met suyog Swornim and Anupam and some other guys  ani then left for sukedhara  paid fine  took billbook a...

    HEALTH  ok I think I have no proper memory of what. happened yo day ma ta but all things considered seems pretty swell naii SKIN breakouts bhako thio post walk chai because of all the sweating  I guess    DIET ate nothing for protein STREAKS got off  EDUCATION didnt study much.   PHYSiQUE didnt workout as much even though really really wanted to INCOME GENERATION PLACWS I WENT TO id I remember correctly I  went to miss Kala's ko ma to take brownies off her hands ani then came back home and then I went for a walk all around sinamangal lmfao was a dumb decision but a good one  LESSONS LEARNT  walks are good for you they'll help you stay sane 

     HEALTH  mentally chai not that best but physically chai on top naii bhanchu SKIN good enough I guess?  it was nice naii   DIET didnt eat boiled eggs  STREAKS got off but no regrets  EDUCATION good naii studied a little   PHYSiQUE worked out glutes  INCOME GENERATION studied forex ko  PLACWS I WENT TO wanted to stay at home  tried to go shoe shopping but gayena  LESSONS LEARNT  nothing that significant but I learnt that I have tendencies that lead me to my own downfall

    HEALTH  ok physically mentally chai not that swell ngl could be a lot lot better  SKIN good but not great j hos no major breakouts    DIET ate a lot lot of gunk and junk raati ate two sausages so STREAKS got off twice I think lmfao EDUCATION aaiiyaa  idk man I didnt study shit   PHYSiQUE worked out a lil INCOME GENERATION nilkanantha  PLACWS I WENT TO hmm patan and pulckowk  and labim  LESSONS LEARNT  nothing I learnt that im not gonna get my life back together yesari aaba  lmfao  idk mann idk

    HEALTH  ok for the most part mentally chai could be a lot better but was fun talking to miss pratikala  SKIN clearing up surprisingly    DIET ok for the most part I guess? STREAKS didnt get off  EDUCATION not much ngl aaja ta skipped  I guess it's the fear of failure that causes me to have this much paralysis I need to learn to be ok with being imperfect   PHYSiQUE worked out back legs and abs halka  INCOME GENERATION binisha bought apple ko bhaneypacchi  applied for aarko IPO PLACWS I WENT TO hmm went to karma for tea ani then went to pratikala for guff gaff  it was more fun bitching about things at Pratikala's tho LESSONS LEARNT  lmfao idk aaiyaaa today chai I learnt that sharing emotions can be fun

    HEALTH  ok for the most part  ate stale chips so expecting a disaster tomorrow  SKIN didnt do skincare in the evening so expecting a breakout tomorrow    DIET ate one boiled eggs  STREAKS EDUCATION ict ko part 3   PHYSiQUE worked out a little  did 10 pushups  INCOME GENERATION saubhagya  ani asked binisha to buy stocks  PLACWS I WENT TO Anupam  bouddha and samrriddhi LESSONS LEARNT  nothing that significant tbh, not everyday should be a life lesson