day 376: damn what am I doing with my life am I ever going to be enough

I saw the life that vashika had

im seeing the life that rojeena has 

im seeing the life that all of the people that once used to be in Nepal are living and I gotta say im jealous

im jealous not because they''re doing great things

 wish I could live life to the fullest

I want to do good I want to be good 

I will 

I really will

im tired of living with this many compromises

I am capable of so much more if I put my heart to it

and that's what im planning on doing

    HEALTH 

ok naii

all is well 

I think mentally chai im spiraling downwards because of my own negelect

and the neglect is showing through my skin and my mood 


SKIN

it's taking a dip but pahile Delhi expected thio


 
DIET


ate one fried egg 



STREAKS
got off 

EDUCATION


yolo bhayo didnt do it right 


 PHYSiQUE


lmfaooo

idk man

everything is messy

did 20ish pushups and some workout. little 




INCOME GENERATION
nilmanth a




PLACWS I WENT TO

nowhere, I mean 

met Suyog 


ani went to karma 

and pimbahal



LESSONS LEARNT 



live life to the fullest really

your fear of looking stupid is holding you back




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