reflection diary self

HEALTH  ok for the most part SKIN   healing  halka breakouts but tolerable wala breakouts  DIET good naii ? tara didnt eat boiled eggs  STREAKS didnt get off but edged  EDUCATION lmfao didnt study shit did make an effort tho  routine ni banana try gareyy  PHYSiQUE lolll k bhanum aaba did some puhshuos  INCOME GENERATION  nilnajtha  PLACWS I WENT TO karma coffee and the patan place  LESSONS LEARnt nothing in particular testo bhannu parnrey but it's really really fun to talk to people 

HEALTH  ok for the most part  mentally chai ok but sleep chai bad huncha aaja  SKIN  worsening due to my sleep but im gonna make it work regardless DIET ok nai? didnt eat boiled eggs ate a burger instead of rice  STREAKS got off  EDUCATION nilkantha   PHYSiQUE worked out halka halka  INCOME GENERATION  nilkantha  PLACWS I WENT TO java @ sanepa and miss Pratikala's ko ma also went to pick dad up at the airport  LESSONS LEARnt nothing im a dick and an idiot  also dont have an americano unless its halka mid day naii  mid day meaning before 2 pm

 panoxyl acne foaming wash HEALTH  ok naii I think at least  SKIN imma ngl my skin is starting to heal I'll stop using cleansers daily that should help   DIET ate two boiled eggs but also ate titaura  STREAKS got off in the morning nai  my drive is still not satiated tho EDUCATION lmfaoo k ho k  I didnt formally study anything chai  I really need to start  PHYSiQUE lol worked out a little  INCOME GENERATION  SEP ko refund paayo PLACWS I WENT TO karma and patan LESSONS LEARnt im full of. shit and I really need to learn to talk better with myself.

HEALTH  ok mentally and physically  SKIN ok healing naii ngl    DIET ate two fried eggs  STREAKS I think I got off> but Ion remember  EDUCATION didnt study shit   PHYSiQUE worked out,lught  INCOME GENERATION  nil actively  chair PLACWS I WENT TO went to pashupati??/ lol  LESSONS LEARnt im mortal and that's ok and I need to live with it 

HEALTH  im good im good im great  SKIN good but I think I'll breakout soon again just a gut feeling but I hope I dont tho the momo was scrumptious tho    DIET ate 1  boiled egg STREAKS got off (3) EDUCATION tried but didnt even know what to study to even bother starting to study  PHYSiQUE lmfaoo queen queen bhandai evenings bitcha something about that needs to change  INCOME GENERATION nilkantha stocks did grow by a lot tho that's nice  PLACWS I WENT TO suru ma bhaisipati ko one tree hill area but didnt know where exactly to go ? ani to sanepa  kalashala ma sakkeko raicha then to moksh ko exhibitoin then to karma  ani patan and Pimbahal; then to home had chiya at dipping too LESSONS LEARnt aiyaaa having good morals in general is great I guess? aaba j ho tei ho

  HEALTH  ok for the most part  mentally Chai mildly gloomy  SKIN it wasn't that bad but still somehow managed to make me insecure about myself lmfao 0ne pimple on the left side of my face    DIET ate my required boiled eggs  STREAKS got off EDUCATION didnt study shit tho  PHYSiQUE didnt do much  INCOME GENERATION  nil PLACWS I WENT TO idk man it was fun regadless went to pick derma roller up LESSONS LEARnt nothing you're shit and full of shit

     HEALTH  ok for the most part  SKIN it wasn't that bad but still somehow managed to make me insecure about myself lmfao   DIET didnt eat my required boiled eggs  STREAKS got off after long  was nice and fun wow  EDUCATION didnt study shit tho tried to but local ma thiye  PHYSiQUE didnt do much will still do something tho INCOME GENERATION made saubhagya ko logo and did somethings for fun  was really really nice ngl PLACWS I WENT TO idk man it was fun regadless went to thamel first ani then to bouddha ani came back home LESSONS LEARNT  life will find a way to make things workout no matter how much you find things to be hopeless 

    HEALTH  ok mentally and physically and emotionally too  was a really good day of rest for me I stayed at home for pretty much the entire day SKIN light acne but honestly getting noticeably better naii   DIET didnt eat boiled eggs STREAKS didnt get off but did edge lmao EDUCATION nil didnt learn shit  I tried to learn the making the virtual cat thingy for blender but learning curve bhayera gave up lmao  PHYSiQUE 10 pushups only INCOME GENERATION nil PLACWS I WENT TO didnt leave the premises of the house  LESSONS LEARNT  I'll spend a lottot of time on tiktok if I let myself  esp conversing to someone else I mean it's nice but I need to be productive too lmfao j hos I need to learn to change some aspects of myself 

     HEALTH  ok for the most part mentally and physically  emotionally chai has been a little health SKIN better I think I need to stop conuming outside food in general  my skin doesn't get inflamed when I dont have food that I dont usually have lol   DIET ate no viable source of protien STREAKS didn't get off EDUCATION didnt study anything lmfao  PHYSiQUE did 10 pushups if that counts as anything significant  INCOME GENERATION nil actively  but got Money from yeti brewery  PLACWS I WENT TO patan house to watch movie  naxal to meet Shreya and suyog LESSONS LEARNT  I think I need to own uptown my mistakes im not gonna say dont make any but I really need to own upto them lmao it isn't the end of the world to make them  but try to note them down and avoid them as far as possible 

  “You see, I wanted to try and understand emotion better subconsciously, it seems. Comprehend them somehow. I had some encounters that gnawed at me, made me reconsider certain things. Evolution through the system is exactly as described. It allows one to get closer to the perfection that is divinity. But perfection is subjective, so one of the things it does is change the one evolving according to their own deep wishes. Mine appeared to be to comprehend these emotions better, so… here I am.” “That is… so you are… better?” she asked, very much doubting her own words. “Oh no, far from it. Don’t get me wrong; I don’t believe there was ever anything to fix - just ways to improve myself. I don’t  need  emotions, but I recognize the value in many of them. Empathy, as an example, is quite a dual-edged sword. On the one hand, it can help you better read people, but on the other hand, it can make you less efficient in killing. I want to learn to control it,” he said.   ...

 I think that at times I let myself be consumed by the inner sense of weakness  like im not trying hard enough to do what I need to do  as if i'll never get what I want I want to be  ENOUGH     HEALTH  ok physically and mentally  no sign of any illness  SKIN hmm it's like a getting worse before it gets better stage ma dont ear unhealthy oil dont eat outside the house ko food and take better care of your body and yourself    DIET ate two boiled eggs but also ate. a lot lot of junk  also had momo's for dinner lmfao STREAKS didnt get off but did edge  EDUCATION learnt a lot for more about Forex and did some practice  remember to take a pen next time   PHYSiQUE worked out core was super fun and I ended up feeling a lot lot better honestly  INCOME GENERATION nilkantha but ion regret it  it's all fun and nice honestly  PLACWS I WENT TO karma and then to Pimbahal ani then came back home L...

    I read like close to two hundred chapters of a really really long web novel im not proud of myself for that but well we are who we are bhanera bhandina muji fuck this shit  I wanna be better than everyone  HEALTH  ok for the most part mentally chai has been in a haze for an entire fucking week?????  lmfaoo I dont have any sense of being or of reality at this point  I really really do need to get my act together  SKIN broke out aaja but not surprising since I havent taken proper care of my skin and my diet has absolutely been busted    DIET ate soya chunks if that counts as a source of protien??? j hos im not entirely sure but I did eat a mountain load of carbs STREAKS got off to porn the entire week has been a haze since I started getting off  I no longer want to swell in the present after getting off EDUCATION nil  PHYSiQUE will workout alikati matra bhaye paani INCOME GENE...

  HEALTH  ok for the most part physically chai ok  mentally chai have been in a state of brain fog for the most part SKIN mid naii bhanda huncha  not that good bhannu parda chai   DIET ate chicken for protien  STREAKS got off  EDUCATION nilkantha   PHYSiQUE lmfao DEFINATELY DIDNTY WORKOUT  INCOME GENERATION  nilkantha  PLACWS I WENT TO Gopi uncle ko ma and then to patan ekchin LESSONS LEARNT  nothing that was testo bhannu parne khalko lession tbh everything was and is pretty insignificant right now